welp.
pretty sure who ever reads this is sick of me talking about mason.
so this should be good news, we are done.
for good this time.
dude said some pretty nasty things today.
sorry i ask for a boyfriend to act like he loves me, not just say it when he fucks up.
mia and i had a nice little discussion about being alone.
mia can be alone and be okay with it.
she doesn't need to be in a relationship at all times, she doesn't have to go out every friday night, she is perfectly content being by herself and has fun all on her own.
that is what i need to strive for.
i date pieces of crap one right after the other because i am too insecure to be alone and i will take anything that'll give me attention.
no more bree. no more.
:]
i feel better saying that now, and getting it out in the open.
it has been one of those little things that you are to embarrassed to admit so you stuff it down somewhere deep and brush it under the carpet.
i dont want to be like that anymore.
put it all out on the table and clean it up.
in other news,
-ashley left me today and i am begining to feel that phantom limb thing all over again.
-i got my headshots taken today and learned that i am not photogenic lol. friggen frasher kept getting all weird and wanted me to do poses and stuff. its a headshot...
-i had a good day with mia, man i am going to miss her a lot. but hey, once she gets her esthetician license i'll get free brow waxes haha.
pretty sure who ever reads this is sick of me talking about mason.
so this should be good news, we are done.
for good this time.
dude said some pretty nasty things today.
sorry i ask for a boyfriend to act like he loves me, not just say it when he fucks up.
mia and i had a nice little discussion about being alone.
mia can be alone and be okay with it.
she doesn't need to be in a relationship at all times, she doesn't have to go out every friday night, she is perfectly content being by herself and has fun all on her own.
that is what i need to strive for.
i date pieces of crap one right after the other because i am too insecure to be alone and i will take anything that'll give me attention.
no more bree. no more.
:]
i feel better saying that now, and getting it out in the open.
it has been one of those little things that you are to embarrassed to admit so you stuff it down somewhere deep and brush it under the carpet.
i dont want to be like that anymore.
put it all out on the table and clean it up.
in other news,
-ashley left me today and i am begining to feel that phantom limb thing all over again.
-i got my headshots taken today and learned that i am not photogenic lol. friggen frasher kept getting all weird and wanted me to do poses and stuff. its a headshot...
-i had a good day with mia, man i am going to miss her a lot. but hey, once she gets her esthetician license i'll get free brow waxes haha.
turned the phone off, didn't look at facebook or myspace(and i have yet to in 2010), and i am going to wake up tomorrow happier than i am right now.
